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Aug 25, 2016 12:04:34 GMT -6
Post by jenson on Aug 25, 2016 12:04:34 GMT -6
After meltdown, I'm stepping down from doing this for an unspecified amount of time, might be sticking around as a part timer or doing something ad hoc every now and then - or perhaps doing a monthly column or something, I don't know yet. I just know I can't continue as I am right now.
Put frankly, my RL situation at work kinda sucks right now and when I am finished and get home I'm emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted to the point I just can't think straight and/or write. I can barely keep it together to not take it out on my wife.
I'd love for this to be the cathartic exercise it's supposed to be, but instead my whole writing style, inspirations, storylines and pretty much everything stems from me doing it from a good place. I can't find the motivation or inspiration to do anything worthy of this fed any longer. Not until I've sorted out my work situation and ensured that I'm actually motivated and having fun.
Maybe, also, it's time to retire Jenson entirely and start something new, who knows? At this point I just know that the past 3 weeks have just been a torture to even get anything out and I'm not being fair to the extremely talented people I'm coming up against. I was aiming for this feud with Frankie to kickstart a new inspiration from somewhere, giving me ideas and whatnot. It's just not happening though, so after this weekend I'm going to take time and figure shit out.
Sorry for the lame of the past few weeks, thanks for all the kind words and all the support about the past however long you guys have known me. I'm going to be sticking around OOC and keeping in touch. For now though, I'm fresh out of RPs.
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Jobber
My blade game? Yoshimitsu.
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Aug 25, 2016 12:12:58 GMT -6
via mobile
Post by ＤＩＡＶＯＬＯ on Aug 25, 2016 12:12:58 GMT -6
After meltdown, I'm stepping down from doing this for an unspecified amount of time, might be sticking around as a part timer or doing something ad hoc every now and then - or perhaps doing a monthly column or something, I don't know yet. I just know I can't continue as I am right now. Put frankly, my RL situation at work kinda sucks right now and when I am finished and get home I'm emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted to the point I just can't think straight and/or write. I can barely keep it together to not take it out on my wife. I'd love for this to be the cathartic exercise it's supposed to be, but instead my whole writing style, inspirations, storylines and pretty much everything stems from me doing it from a good place. I can't find the motivation or inspiration to do anything worthy of this fed any longer. Not until I've sorted out my work situation and ensured that I'm actually motivated and having fun. Maybe, also, it's time to retire Jenson entirely and start something new, who knows? At this point I just know that the past 3 weeks have just been a torture to even get anything out and I'm not being fair to the extremely talented people I'm coming up against. I was aiming for this feud with Frankie to kickstart a new inspiration from somewhere, giving me ideas and whatnot. It's just not happening though, so after this weekend I'm going to take time and figure shit out. Sorry for the lame of the past few weeks, thanks for all the kind words and all the support about the past however long you guys have known me. I'm going to be sticking around OOC and keeping in touch. For now though, I'm fresh out of RPs. You're the man Jenson. I will mourn the lack of a Greybeard feud for ever. |
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Post by Spencer Adams on Aug 25, 2016 12:26:22 GMT -6
After meltdown, I'm stepping down from doing this for an unspecified amount of time, might be sticking around as a part timer or doing something ad hoc every now and then - or perhaps doing a monthly column or something, I don't know yet. I just know I can't continue as I am right now. Put frankly, my RL situation at work kinda sucks right now and when I am finished and get home I'm emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted to the point I just can't think straight and/or write. I can barely keep it together to not take it out on my wife. I'd love for this to be the cathartic exercise it's supposed to be, but instead my whole writing style, inspirations, storylines and pretty much everything stems from me doing it from a good place. I can't find the motivation or inspiration to do anything worthy of this fed any longer. Not until I've sorted out my work situation and ensured that I'm actually motivated and having fun. Maybe, also, it's time to retire Jenson entirely and start something new, who knows? At this point I just know that the past 3 weeks have just been a torture to even get anything out and I'm not being fair to the extremely talented people I'm coming up against. I was aiming for this feud with Frankie to kickstart a new inspiration from somewhere, giving me ideas and whatnot. It's just not happening though, so after this weekend I'm going to take time and figure shit out. Sorry for the lame of the past few weeks, thanks for all the kind words and all the support about the past however long you guys have known me. I'm going to be sticking around OOC and keeping in touch. For now though, I'm fresh out of RPs. Just so you know, you're fucking awesome dude. Legit, the match you had with Franky at BM and how well the RPs clicked between you two make the Jenson/Cameron program one of my favorite feuds ever. Please know that I think you're an awesome writer and a great person to have around this community. Always a gent and always welcome in UCI. Come back whenever you're feeling it, man. |
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Post by The Hentai Prince on Aug 25, 2016 12:29:35 GMT -6
After meltdown, I'm stepping down from doing this for an unspecified amount of time, might be sticking around as a part timer or doing something ad hoc every now and then - or perhaps doing a monthly column or something, I don't know yet. I just know I can't continue as I am right now. Put frankly, my RL situation at work kinda sucks right now and when I am finished and get home I'm emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted to the point I just can't think straight and/or write. I can barely keep it together to not take it out on my wife. I'd love for this to be the cathartic exercise it's supposed to be, but instead my whole writing style, inspirations, storylines and pretty much everything stems from me doing it from a good place. I can't find the motivation or inspiration to do anything worthy of this fed any longer. Not until I've sorted out my work situation and ensured that I'm actually motivated and having fun. Maybe, also, it's time to retire Jenson entirely and start something new, who knows? At this point I just know that the past 3 weeks have just been a torture to even get anything out and I'm not being fair to the extremely talented people I'm coming up against. I was aiming for this feud with Frankie to kickstart a new inspiration from somewhere, giving me ideas and whatnot. It's just not happening though, so after this weekend I'm going to take time and figure shit out. Sorry for the lame of the past few weeks, thanks for all the kind words and all the support about the past however long you guys have known me. I'm going to be sticking around OOC and keeping in touch. For now though, I'm fresh out of RPs. Were always one of my favorites with your original gimmick and the awesome way you used it. Hope you can get things sorted out and come back soon. I know how it is to feel like they aren't in a good enough place to write and honestly nothing feels better than once again returning to that good alignment, so I hope you the best in your attempts. Also a big thanks for inspiring my new character  Without you I would still be moping around like WWECW Paul Heyman lol. |
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Post by Teo del Sol on Aug 25, 2016 17:49:06 GMT -6
I support everything you do and consider it an honor, privelege, and above all pleasure to have worked with you.
Stick around OoC if possible, but if nothing else know your efforts have not been in vain!
#2Gents4Life
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Dune
Developmental
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Aug 25, 2016 18:29:43 GMT -6
Post by Dune on Aug 25, 2016 18:29:43 GMT -6
You'll be missed man. Hope to see you back when things settle down!
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Aug 26, 2016 7:57:22 GMT -6
via mobile
Post by jenson on Aug 26, 2016 7:57:22 GMT -6
Cheers guys, I know at one point I will be back. Just no idea when. It may be sooner than I think, dunno.
I was kinda tinkering with the idea of a heel before frank convinced me to go back and do things with him that make no sense.
And no, not the possessed by the demon spawn of Bonnie's nemesis either. A full genuine cockend of a heel.
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Fang
Developmental
The True Immortal of Pro Wrestling has ARRIVED!!!
Posts: 66
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Aug 26, 2016 13:34:18 GMT -6
Post by Fang on Aug 26, 2016 13:34:18 GMT -6
That might be what you need right now. An evil persona to vent your RL Frustrations in.
But Real Life always comes before the game man.
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Aug 26, 2016 14:22:38 GMT -6
Post by Crow McMorris on Aug 26, 2016 14:22:38 GMT -6
Take it easy, AJ. Fingers crossed you roll a natural D20 in the future and that job picks up for ya. You bring something amazing to the table each and every week with that character of yours. It's smart and cheeky and exactly what the fed needs; a bright, original creation with a positive world view.
Good luck dude!
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Without you I would still be moping around like WWECW Paul Heyman lol.
